Overreacting.

No words can prepare you for that wrenching feeling inside, when something you love is taken away. No words to admonish, no words to describe. It's simply what it is. A stifling pause on your life. Because you know you're capable of moving past it, but you just don't want to. Yet.

Job 1:21 ...the Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.

On the other side (where the sun is brighter, the grass is greener and cliched happy endings exists), so much more to come! ;) 

Show me it's okay, show me it's alright
 that I'm far from crazy for living by faith and not by sight. 

-He Is We.